ClareSpeaks: How Do I Feel At This Moment.

Few days ago, I think I kinda lost myself. And I told myself, I may have to look back and start a Blog on my journey to Self Discovery.

Well, I already have a blog. 

So... why not right? 

I found 30 questions which I will answer truthfully and honestly.. 

Today marks the 1st question.

31st October 2017.

How Do I feel at this moment? 

Exhausted. 

NO JOKE! We (Lil Lady Boss and myself) have been out the WHOLE day. From lunch with my aunt and a Halloween Party (will blog about this later on) 

Motherhood makes me exhausted. 

I had to cater to tantrum throwing, temper flaring, dirty diapers, food tossing, mess making, cries, whines, cuddles, wipes, kisses and a whole lot more.. 

But when you come to think of it, it also makes me feel.. 

HAPPY. 

Knowing that I did something with her, knowing that I made the effort to bring her out to socialise, to explore.. 

I know I did my best. 

I know I did my part. 

And then it hits me. 

She can drive me up the wall on most days. Yes, it is exhausting.. 

But here we are.

She sound asleep in her cot, she had a good day. 

HAPPY TODDLER, HAPPY MAMA. 

A sense of accomplishment. 

A sense of pride 

And I am suddenly overwhelmed with emotions. 

Oh motherhood.